time flies when you're having fun.i just realised that it's mid-june and i'll be matriculating in a month and a half.not that im not looking forward to it.it's just mildly unnerving that i'll be entering into a whole new chapter of my life.for the last 2 years it's been a routine mixture of army and chorale.i have to concede that i have gotten a little too used to that routine.especially spending my saturdays with chorale peeps.now that im so used to it, it sort of fills me with a weird sense of uncertainty as to how my saturdays are gonna be like after i matriculate.at the beginning of the year i made a promise to myself that im gonna stay in chorale for like 10 yrs.hopefully i can achieve that.
while im pretty much looking forward to uni, i must say that this peculiar sense of uncertainty about stuff isnt really my cup of tea.over the years i've developed a penchant for enjoying life the way it is, within a certain comfort zone.it's pretty contradictory, given that i relish new challenges.well i guess it's pretty much wanting the best of both worlds.
and i was once again posed the question of my emo trait while driving on saturday.it's a recurring phenomenon, both for the questioners and myself.i have to say that it's probably because i have too many things on my mind? haha.anyway it's not really an emo trait per se, i'd rather think of it as a me-time of serenity and tranquility that i dedicate to myself to think through stuff.woah.weird description but anyway i think that's the gist of it.notwithstanding my supposed gregarious demeanour, im a rather private person when it comes to my thoughts.hence my supposed emo-ness.
on a separate and lighter note, i've packed my stuff for law camp.as i was telling some people, im rather looking forward to it but not rah-rah enthusiastic about it.i think it's probably due to me never being much of a camp person.i prefer to hang out with people over a cuppa coffee or dinner.
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